Thursday, January 22, 2009

A Sad Day in the Neighborhood

Oh I am so sad. I can't go back to sleep. My mom and Cammy are leaving to go back home today. The time went by so fast and we had such a great time. We went to a boutique here called Fiddlesticks for babies and my mom bought baby Wade his Easter outfit. It is so cute that I can barely wait to see it on him. We also went shopping in Louisville and found Cammy a Strasburg dress for my sisters wedding for a great price. She looked so cute in it. Now all she says she needs is a Snow White costume, haha, (which I am currently looking for on ebay!). Last night, all of us went to the Japanese restaurant as a big finale. Yummy deliciousness. I have already cried a couple of times and it is barely 6am. I have been up since 4 and I just don't want them to leave! I know my parents will be back in about 3 weeks when I have the baby, but that makes me even more sad. It is something about the thought of what we will go through between now and 3 weeks that makes me scared (hmmm, whatever could it be???)! I keep thinking, "The next time I see her, there will be three of us, not two!" I feel like a little homesick child that needs her parents. Hormones??? Anyways, to make myself feel better I am going to make birthday hats (weird right?). It will all make sense when I post a pic. I hope to put some on my etsy, which really needs to be updated! Anyways, missed you all this week. I think I finally caught up on all of your blogs. Seems like everyone is busy busy. Talk to ya soon!

3 comments:

tandygrandstaff said...

I am so sorry that you are sad. I know the feeling. AND you have so many emotions running through your body. I cried the night before Cayden was born. Cobe was in between Tim and I and I thought "What have I done? What if I ruined this family by adding another...it will never just be Cobe. Will he feel left out?" The next day she fit right in. I know you know that, I am just letting you know you are not alone in the crying thing. I cannot wait to see baby Wade. I hope so much to be able to! I love you Kathlyn!

Newmans Wildcats said...

I know how you feel. It is a weird to go from two to three. But then you'll be like, WOW, can't believe it was just the two of us. Cheer up!

Lisa and Josh said...

Hang in there! Things will get better when your hormones get back to normal and you adjust to having Baby Wade! Praying for you!